12 days to first paper

hmmm....
was happy on wednesday and friday
even though its a few hours...
dumb...but i dun mind...
hard to keep asking you out and no chance to meet...
dunno lah...
long time since i ever want to see someone so badly...

hmmm i cannot afford alot of things but i jus wanna be there for you...
whether you are happy or sad...anything at all...
you said i like small kid..content over little things...but i am jus a simple guy
wat can i expect when i cannot give alot in return...

exams coming...same time happening again...the closer it is the more relaxed i become...
help...

somehow i beginning to think pple of the same type will always stick together....
ha stubborn little idiots who can like someone for a long time whether or not the other party feels the same...
dumb fucks but dats us...

a frd of mine said...since everyone think and expects him to be a flirt...so why not be one...ha
i always said dat gd guys finish last...its very very true but i cannot make myself to be a bastard to the one i like...
not saying i am a gd guy...
i suck totally... everything oso dun have....no car no money

new or rather always my aim...earn enough to let the ones i love live without worrying where money come from...
but right now i am jus a student...